BITCH series

I am looking for a job now.. and since like yesterday after one of my dear best friend told me about 'how to be noticeable' then it kind of inspire me to do this BITCH series..
it's an email that I sent about 5x to each company I'm applying.
In that email I explain the reason behind each subject.
My first subject is :
1. Reckless BITCH for your TEAM

Inside I describe what is real meaning and reason behind being a reckless person and what is the true intention of being a BITCH.

BITCH - Babe in Total Control of Herself
I got these from a book titled 'Why Man Married Bitches"

The 2nd act is :
2. Stubborn BITCH for your team

I've prepare a few more subjects for the next few days and I won't stop until I get a JOB.. not just an OKAY JOB but a CAREER.

3. Cultural BITCH for your TEAM
4. Silly BITCH for your TEAM
5. Hopeful BITCH for your TEAM
6. DREAMER BITCH for your TEAM
7. Rebellious BITCH for your TEAM

But let's all crossed our finger and HOPE that I won't need to think of another subjects.

Good Luck to all of u that's looking for a JOB
May The Force Be With Uuu...

POLITICs

today 3 bombing striking the capital city of my country. some rumors said it's not some terrorist attack but it was done by none other than one of the vice-president candidate from the last election. The thing that really bother me is that how could someone even hurt others just to satisfying their own ego. their lust.. their desire over MONEY, FAME, and POWER.
we really really need to have a government with no AMBITION-JUNKIE personal.

Mistakes

"OK, yes it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake, but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not. And dammit, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this; my life, my relationship, my career, mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you?"

LiLy Adrin - How I Met Your Mother

So, are you willing to make mistakes?

SoulMate

I've just went from being single to in a relationship.
People asked me how I feel, but I don't know how to answer.. is it joy? is it relieve? I don't know.. maybe it's been a long time since I fell in love with someone. I really really can't explained about how I feel, it feels like my heart won't talk to me anymore. And just like in my past relationship, I find it hard to actually say "I Love you", I don't know how people can't say it casually with someone that they in a relationship with.. I know it's an easy words, and I can casually say it to my friends and family, but with someone I'm in a relationship with.. it can be extremely difficult!! It feels like a giant candy got stuck in my throat!! seriously!! I'm not saying this because I've watched to many movies!! this is real!!

Okay..
Couples has their own soundtrack, so did I.. this is the song that played in my car, the day when he ask me to be his girlfriend.. it took a while, so I actually got 2 songs!!!

#1 LifeHouse - Hanging by a Moment

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

#2 Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible, Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
[Bridge]
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
[Chorus]

Goodbye 2008! Hello 2009!!

I spend my last 2 minutes in year 2008 playing Solitaire and get on the phone with Anita. Haha, this is so out of my plan. This s not my best new year eve but hopefully I’ll get a wonderful year on 2009.. Yay!!!
Good bye 2008, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
My wish for 2009 :
- Graduate
- Losing some weight
- Do Backpacking travel
- Be a better person, a better friend, and a better daughter

So, happy new year everyone.. keep having faith in yourself, be positive, and keep on dream BIG!! We got to be dare to dream.. as much as possible, as high as the sky as wide as the universe!
WELCOME 2009!

O Happy X'mas

Merry Christmas!! I know it's kinda late, well I was in a rush yesterday and I got home pretty late so I don't have enough time to post this entry!! but there's no word to late and no moment to late to wish you all a very Happy Christmas!! may all the angels, stars, Santa, and peace be with you!!

I got up this morning at 07.50 (yesterday morning!), very very exited with this year christmas. I opened my door and gave my mom a big kiss on her cheeks and I replied on every single messages that came through the night. I went to TP with my big family, and we had a bad (super bad) lunch at the new location of The Duck King restaurant at TP. the service was just super not good, the food presentation and taste is not even so-so and it really really 2 thumbs down for this restaurant!!

After lunch, I got separated from my uncles and cousins. Then suddenly my uncle call me and told me to go to the Louis Vuiton store at Sheraton Hotel. then, he asked me to choose between 3 choices of LV handbags. And I choose the one on the left, the one in gray. (my uncle and I have already looking for the right bag for me since my birthday this year). And he bought it for me, YAy.. I got my first very own branded bag!! yay.. (I've only got to Betsey Johnson's Betsieville, never got Gucci, LV, Chloe or stuff like that's actually belong to me and only me not my momz or my aunties!)

Then we headed to ZARA and I get to buy my shoes, the shoes that I wanted 2 weeks ago. With the discount it goes down from 699.000 to 499.000.. yay!! and later at the night I go to Karaoke with my friends!!! let's "yay..." once again!!! lol... I got a lotz of fun these 2 days!!
So, Thank u Christmas day for bringing my famz and friends together!!
I hope I could get a great Christmas day for next year.. the year after next year.. and so on..

Happy Christmas everyone!!
may the force be with you, always!

O Holy Night

It's Christmas night!! yay.. I don't know why but I love christmas very very much!! even tough I'm an agnostic and I go to the church just to make my mom happy but I feel that Christmas is there for everyone. It's there for buddist, muslims.. just anyone! christmas is warming for me. It's a family moment where we share our happines and just have fun.
Just right after the boringness inside the church is over, my famz gather around.. together for the first time in more than 5 years on christmas eve! there're my uncles, aunties, cousins, my mom, and me. We gather at Imari restaurant, J.W. Marriot and we're just keep cheersing, saying merry christmas.. it was a lot of fun!! I think this is the best christmas eve I've ever got in the past 5 years (maybe more).
I believe this is the miracle, the answer to my hope (I hope I can gather around and have fun with my famz at christmas eve).. So, thank u GOD!! wherever and whatever you are!!

So.. I just want to say.. Merry Christmas everyone!!
I hope all of u got a very wonderful christmas!!!
may the force be with u, always!!!