Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Goodbye 2008! Hello 2009!!

I spend my last 2 minutes in year 2008 playing Solitaire and get on the phone with Anita. Haha, this is so out of my plan. This s not my best new year eve but hopefully I’ll get a wonderful year on 2009.. Yay!!!
Good bye 2008, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
My wish for 2009 :
- Graduate
- Losing some weight
- Do Backpacking travel
- Be a better person, a better friend, and a better daughter

So, happy new year everyone.. keep having faith in yourself, be positive, and keep on dream BIG!! We got to be dare to dream.. as much as possible, as high as the sky as wide as the universe!
WELCOME 2009!

Friday, December 26, 2008

O Happy X'mas

Merry Christmas!! I know it's kinda late, well I was in a rush yesterday and I got home pretty late so I don't have enough time to post this entry!! but there's no word to late and no moment to late to wish you all a very Happy Christmas!! may all the angels, stars, Santa, and peace be with you!!

I got up this morning at 07.50 (yesterday morning!), very very exited with this year christmas. I opened my door and gave my mom a big kiss on her cheeks and I replied on every single messages that came through the night. I went to TP with my big family, and we had a bad (super bad) lunch at the new location of The Duck King restaurant at TP. the service was just super not good, the food presentation and taste is not even so-so and it really really 2 thumbs down for this restaurant!!

After lunch, I got separated from my uncles and cousins. Then suddenly my uncle call me and told me to go to the Louis Vuiton store at Sheraton Hotel. then, he asked me to choose between 3 choices of LV handbags. And I choose the one on the left, the one in gray. (my uncle and I have already looking for the right bag for me since my birthday this year). And he bought it for me, YAy.. I got my first very own branded bag!! yay.. (I've only got to Betsey Johnson's Betsieville, never got Gucci, LV, Chloe or stuff like that's actually belong to me and only me not my momz or my aunties!)

Then we headed to ZARA and I get to buy my shoes, the shoes that I wanted 2 weeks ago. With the discount it goes down from 699.000 to 499.000.. yay!! and later at the night I go to Karaoke with my friends!!! let's "yay..." once again!!! lol... I got a lotz of fun these 2 days!!
So, Thank u Christmas day for bringing my famz and friends together!!
I hope I could get a great Christmas day for next year.. the year after next year.. and so on..

Happy Christmas everyone!!
may the force be with you, always!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

O Holy Night

It's Christmas night!! yay.. I don't know why but I love christmas very very much!! even tough I'm an agnostic and I go to the church just to make my mom happy but I feel that Christmas is there for everyone. It's there for buddist, muslims.. just anyone! christmas is warming for me. It's a family moment where we share our happines and just have fun.
Just right after the boringness inside the church is over, my famz gather around.. together for the first time in more than 5 years on christmas eve! there're my uncles, aunties, cousins, my mom, and me. We gather at Imari restaurant, J.W. Marriot and we're just keep cheersing, saying merry christmas.. it was a lot of fun!! I think this is the best christmas eve I've ever got in the past 5 years (maybe more).
I believe this is the miracle, the answer to my hope (I hope I can gather around and have fun with my famz at christmas eve).. So, thank u GOD!! wherever and whatever you are!!

So.. I just want to say.. Merry Christmas everyone!!
I hope all of u got a very wonderful christmas!!!
may the force be with u, always!!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

MILK

"My name is Harvey Milk and I'm here to recruit you. "
Harvey Milk

I've just watched MILK, a movie about Harvey Milk, the first openly gay man to hold a major political position in Unites States, San Fransisco. Starring Sean Penn, one of the best actor of all time. This movie is very inspiring for me personally, I don't know why I got inspired by his action to fight for gay right.. but there's something about his personality, his easy going attitude, his ability to move anyone, or whatever.

"Hope will never be silent. " - Harvey Milk, 1978

Many gay people of the late 70s lived in the closet, so the election of an openly gay man was a major milestone in the gay political world and the personal lives of gay individuals. he is so brave..even if he got some assassination threats, Milk only said, "If a bullet should enter my brain, let that bullet destroy every closet door."
That's the day when his famous "HOPE SPEECH" :
"And the young gay people in the Altoona, Pennsylvanias and the Richmond, Minnesotas who are coming out and hear Anita Bryant in television and her story. The only thing they have to look forward to is hope. And you have to give them hope. Hope for a better world, hope for a better tomorrow, hope for a better place to come to if the pressures at home are too great. Hope that all will be all right. Without hope, not only gays, but the blacks, the seniors, the handicapped, the us'es, the us'es will give up. And if you help elect to the central committee and other offices, more gay people, that gives a green light to all who feel disenfranchised, a green light to move forward. It means hope to a nation that has given up, because if a gay person makes it, the doors are open to everyone."

On Nov. 27, 1978, Harvey Milk was shot twice in the head by conservative and disgruntled supervisor Daniel White. Milk's death made him a martyr. His supervisor seat was given to openly-gay politician Harry Britt. A year after Milk's death 100,000 people demonstrated for gay rights in Washington D.C. chanting "Harvey Milk Lives." He was also the inspiration for Cleve Jones' AIDS quilt and his bravery the catalyst for the modern day gay rights movement. Today, many gay social institutions are named after Harvey Milk, including The Harvey Milk School in New York City.

"The important thing is not that we can live on hope alone, but that life is not worth living without it." Harvey Milk - 1978

reference :
http://gaylife.about.com/od/gaycelebrityprofiles/p/harveymilkmilch.htm
http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/h/harvey_milk.html

Monday, December 1, 2008

Don't Stop

"No..no.. No but.. you're not allowed to give up.
You're not allowed to give up because you believe in you..guts, that this is right.
And..and.. and besides we're all inherited this absorb drives to make things that.. that..
Yeah they seem complicated and messy but we can turn them into something GREAT!"

Kitty Walker/McCalister from Brothers and Sisters

Yes, we're all have something that we want. Such as.. graduating from collage, getting a great job, etc. And the thing is, there're no easy way to something that we want. Because something that we got from a more complicated and hard way is gonna be something BIG.. Huge!!
It'll be a hard way, we'll spend times.. strengths.. hopes.. but the place we're going to.. it'll worth the try!
If we feel like going down, just take a short break.. redeem yourself, recharge and when you feel like going again... You GO!! we're a human being, with our own weaknesses, we're not perfect, we have our limit. So, it's okay to feel depressed or tired.. it's normal and it's okay!!
Just don't do back or STOP!

just like my friends, Anita and Suzie
the spend a lot of effort for the great KoLo
there're times when they feel like so tired, so stupid but.. they're not stopping, they're just taking a short break. Then, they go and fight again!!

congratz babes!!