This is the day, the 'it' day

Okay, there're 4 reason that makes this day is the day.. a lot of things.. sadness, happiness, stupidness, etc...

1. Yesterday night I found out that one of my favourite actor my dearest Heath Ledger have found death on his flat. these year I've been looking foward to see his actions on batman's together with Christian Bale.. SO sad, Love u Heath!!


2. Then on the afternoon I talked to Mrs. Veve, and she said that we must have taked EKK class before we start the kolokium, and my head started to spinning around.
After doing some thinking and think and more thinking.. Aha, I think I still have the 2nd options, where I have to take the kolokium together with 'skripsi'.. Okay, calm down, there's a way..

3. I'm happy, like really really happu.. my mood goes up really really high.. got a new cellphone, Sony Ericsson k850 yay... so exited, then I went to PTC with Angel, Anita, Ce Vonny, and Mr. Meyer. We're watching American Gangster which I tought was boring because there're no god-looking guy on screen..Haha...

4. This was the most embarasing moment of my life, you know after movie we decided to have dinner at Leko, then we go to my car then I drove to leko. Then by the time I want to get out of the car I can't find my sandals. After I review my memories I think i left my sandals at PTC parking area. It has been my behavior to take off my sandals or shoes whenever I drive.. And I think this is what actually happended..
'I take of my sandals one by one while I get into the car, then so long sandals'.
This is silly, Anita said it looked like a cinderella story, but you left both of them..
So stupid. I think this is the proof that maybe my mind is not really really that positive after I heard the news from Mrs. Veve earlier this day. Just like The Secret say that if we think something bad on and on, It'll atracted more bad things to us...

Oh btw, yesterday night I've finished Harry Potter 7th, and I think this book is amazingly awesome.. A lot of thrilling scene, when Harry broke into the minister building, then to the Bank that's being guard by goblins, the war..it's exiting, even there're few people that I wish they won't die such as Fred, Lupin, Tonks and mad-eye Moody...

No quotes from me..
Gotta make my mood life again now..
Wish me luck!!

Something on my mind...

In this ordinary night, after I brushed my teeth, wearing my night-cream, wearing my pijamas, and not in the mood on reading.. I just don't know what am I supposed to do. then I just stand right there, straing at the mirror, day-dreaming.. trying to focusing my minds on what I want and try to make the pictures of it (just like what I read on "The Secret"), I just feeling boring. wondering when can I get out of this boring dailly activities. So.. why don't I write something on my blog.. eh..

Okay, I've just finished reading my friends blog, where she wrote a testimonial and gratitude for me and her other friends, she just moved me. Like really really touch my heart, just makes me love myself more.. where she said that she think I am the most crazy and rebellion person that she ever met, but she think I have my own principles. And she said that she learn to be herself, to do whatever she wanted to do, and to not listen what others think about us.. She makes me proud of myself.

"There are two kinds of egoists, first are those who admits it and The rest of us" - Lawrence J. Peter
You know, people always said that I am immature, selfish, lazzy, just a dreamer.. but hearing that someone is learning something from me makes me feels that I can do something to others too. I always thought that I'm just an ordinary girl, with her huge dreams and big plan on her life which is really really egoist, stupid.
But you know what?! I don't care anymore..

"This is your life..are you who you want to be?!..." - Switchfood

YES! this is my life
There're no such things as time machine, so we can't go back
NO REGRET..
just do what you want to do
talks to your heart
don't be afraid of mistakes, beacuse mistakes is the best lecture that you could ever had! NO TURNING BACK..
I am what I am
I love tattoo, I love Rock Music, and I'm an Agnostic
I'm proud of what I am now
I'm a person with dream, so I know where to go right now, I'm not lost again
I know it's easy to get my dream, but it's worth trying..

"people become rich and powerfull by wanting to be rich and powerfull" - Paul Arden

shut up and listen!!

I'm an agnostic
I'm an agnostic...

arght.. no matter how much you'll mock me, I'll still be an agnostic..
Okey, do you want me to say, okey I'm an christian, I'll go to church everyweek, but.. deep down inside my heart, I AM AN AGNOSTIC!!

"going to chruch doesn't make you a christian anymore than going to garage make you a mechanic" Lawrence J. Peter

I don't want to lie to myself
I don't want to play dress up here, I just want to be me.. an agnostic
I am what I am
please don't try to makes me do things that is not me!!
things that's totally the opposite of me, stop trying to make me someone else but me!!

I love myself the way I am!!
I'm a rebel
I'm an agnostic
I am ME!!!!