When it come to life, a future.. I can be a real jerk. I am a very selfish person. because in my mind this is my own life, and the one that can decide what to do with this short life of mine is me.
That's why when it comes to life. I tend to close my ears and just walk.
Walk the life as I wanted, whether it's a walk to a cold place, hot place, or a warm place. Coz sometimes we really need to step up, forget about the rest of the world and start to focusing on our own happiness.
Don't be afraid if people gonna hate you, don't you care about what others might think about you. Life is way too damn short to worried about those crap talks.
because the thing is, we can't control what's gonna happens. we're not some kind a psych who can read the future. Life can be both simple and complicated, depends on what you want to interpret them to be. How you see life, how you see love, how you see people is bias.
Everything in life has two sides of it story, just like a coin. it just depends on your own thoughts. so whether this post is a crap or an inspiration is actually based on your thoughts.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
7 months of My First Worklife
can't believe it's been 7 months I worked in this company. A lot of things happen to me, I've changed.. getting better at something and getting worse at the other. It's a 7 months that I'll remember.
Feb 2010 :
first month, gone to Bali for 2 weeks for my first Branch Manager Meeting, Annual National Sales Conference and retail visit.
March 2010 :
Join the indobuildtech expo in Gramedia Expo and stay up all night with the team till the next day. Went to Jakarta for my 2nd BM Meeting and stay there to do my retail visit.. but must go back earlier cause my grandma past away.
April 2010 :
My boss's birthday so we prepare a performance for her birthday, went to Jakarta to do a model casting
May 2010 :
Off to Jakarta to do a photo shoot with Jerry Aurum, preparing my first project : NBA Madness
June 2010 :
NBA Madness. Off to Jakarta stay up without sleep for 2 days to do Indobuildtech expo in JCC.
July 2010 :
Meet and Greet with Trevor Ariza with 200 orphanages. Off to Jakarta, meeting with marketing team and the architect to plan the annual launching on November. My 2nd big project : PA Trip to Paris.
August 2010 :
Off to Jakarta for meeting, find agency, and.. my biggest failure.. I screwed up the PA Trip must postponed it to November.
there're still more that I've experienced.
And I realize that I still got way lottt moreee to learn.
Feb 2010 :
first month, gone to Bali for 2 weeks for my first Branch Manager Meeting, Annual National Sales Conference and retail visit.
March 2010 :
Join the indobuildtech expo in Gramedia Expo and stay up all night with the team till the next day. Went to Jakarta for my 2nd BM Meeting and stay there to do my retail visit.. but must go back earlier cause my grandma past away.
April 2010 :
My boss's birthday so we prepare a performance for her birthday, went to Jakarta to do a model casting
May 2010 :
Off to Jakarta to do a photo shoot with Jerry Aurum, preparing my first project : NBA Madness
June 2010 :
NBA Madness. Off to Jakarta stay up without sleep for 2 days to do Indobuildtech expo in JCC.
July 2010 :
Meet and Greet with Trevor Ariza with 200 orphanages. Off to Jakarta, meeting with marketing team and the architect to plan the annual launching on November. My 2nd big project : PA Trip to Paris.
August 2010 :
Off to Jakarta for meeting, find agency, and.. my biggest failure.. I screwed up the PA Trip must postponed it to November.
there're still more that I've experienced.
And I realize that I still got way lottt moreee to learn.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
The Rules of Dating
when we get close to someone, you're getting to know each other, you go out just the two of you, you're texting each other everyday, you guys grew closer, and the more you know them the more you feel something to them. You feel the 'spark'.. it's a very great feeling..
But, what happens when the rules of dating came?
The hard to get tricks.. the disappearing.. the freakin' test..
It's not a very good feeling.
It feels sucks! I hate it, why can't we just go with the flow..
Forget about all the tricks.. No testing.. No game..
We're not a god damn mind reader. We can't understand unless they told or show us.
But, what happens when the rules of dating came?
The hard to get tricks.. the disappearing.. the freakin' test..
It's not a very good feeling.
It feels sucks! I hate it, why can't we just go with the flow..
Forget about all the tricks.. No testing.. No game..
We're not a god damn mind reader. We can't understand unless they told or show us.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
KISS and TELL
"For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything." - Alex Karev from grey's Anatomy
I've never been kissed!
There I said it.. it's true!! no need to be surprised!
I am 21 and I've never been kissed!
I've been in a relationship 2 times and in a few flings
But.. I just can't do the 'KISS'
I don't know why.. it's like my heart telling me that 'He's not the ONE'. I know it'll sound ridiculous and corny, but this is ME. I can't lie to myself..
And to be honest.. I've never actually said 'I LOVE YOU'.. or in Indonesian it will be 'aku sayang kamu'.
cAN'T!!!
It's just a simple words but it just won't come out..
it's so hard that I can't breath..
some people will thing that I am being over reacted or silly or crazy.. but I am not lying.
Will I be able to KISS and TELL?
Only time will answer that..
until then..
I'll continue my journey alone with my freinds and famz!!
I've never been kissed!
There I said it.. it's true!! no need to be surprised!
I am 21 and I've never been kissed!
I've been in a relationship 2 times and in a few flings
But.. I just can't do the 'KISS'
I don't know why.. it's like my heart telling me that 'He's not the ONE'. I know it'll sound ridiculous and corny, but this is ME. I can't lie to myself..
And to be honest.. I've never actually said 'I LOVE YOU'.. or in Indonesian it will be 'aku sayang kamu'.
cAN'T!!!
It's just a simple words but it just won't come out..
it's so hard that I can't breath..
some people will thing that I am being over reacted or silly or crazy.. but I am not lying.
Will I be able to KISS and TELL?
Only time will answer that..
until then..
I'll continue my journey alone with my freinds and famz!!
Expired Date
Expired date:
Female: 25-30
We can find those labels on most Indonesian. Woman should get married, take care of their husband, have kids, take care of their in laws, cook, clean.. and they have to do it before their 30s.
Who said that? Who claimed that statement?
Why would we... Women have to make a limit for our self?
We have to make no expired date for our self.
We need to able to do whatever it is we want to do.. we don’t need to get married just because the society will think that we are single desperate and lonely. NO!!
We are allowed to stay single, happy, and successful no matter how old we are!
GOD didn’t make any statement that said we have to be married before our 30s
Government didn’t make laws that said we are not allowed to stay single after our 30s
That label came because we made it.
We feel insecure.. Afraid that we’ll ended up all alone and lonely...
NO... We don’t need to rush our self, we don’t need to be embarrassed or scare...
Until...
You found the ONE, than we don’t need to be scare of the ‘expired date’.
Because if we commit, we have to do it like we meant it.
Do it with all of your heart.. Don’t take it half way..
Female: 25-30
We can find those labels on most Indonesian. Woman should get married, take care of their husband, have kids, take care of their in laws, cook, clean.. and they have to do it before their 30s.
Who said that? Who claimed that statement?
Why would we... Women have to make a limit for our self?
We have to make no expired date for our self.
We need to able to do whatever it is we want to do.. we don’t need to get married just because the society will think that we are single desperate and lonely. NO!!
We are allowed to stay single, happy, and successful no matter how old we are!
GOD didn’t make any statement that said we have to be married before our 30s
Government didn’t make laws that said we are not allowed to stay single after our 30s
That label came because we made it.
We feel insecure.. Afraid that we’ll ended up all alone and lonely...
NO... We don’t need to rush our self, we don’t need to be embarrassed or scare...
Until...
You found the ONE, than we don’t need to be scare of the ‘expired date’.
Because if we commit, we have to do it like we meant it.
Do it with all of your heart.. Don’t take it half way..
Friday, July 24, 2009
BITCH series
I am looking for a job now.. and since like yesterday after one of my dear best friend told me about 'how to be noticeable' then it kind of inspire me to do this BITCH series..
it's an email that I sent about 5x to each company I'm applying.
In that email I explain the reason behind each subject.
My first subject is :
1. Reckless BITCH for your TEAM
Inside I describe what is real meaning and reason behind being a reckless person and what is the true intention of being a BITCH.
BITCH - Babe in Total Control of Herself
I got these from a book titled 'Why Man Married Bitches"
The 2nd act is :
2. Stubborn BITCH for your team
I've prepare a few more subjects for the next few days and I won't stop until I get a JOB.. not just an OKAY JOB but a CAREER.
3. Cultural BITCH for your TEAM
4. Silly BITCH for your TEAM
5. Hopeful BITCH for your TEAM
6. DREAMER BITCH for your TEAM
7. Rebellious BITCH for your TEAM
But let's all crossed our finger and HOPE that I won't need to think of another subjects.
Good Luck to all of u that's looking for a JOB
May The Force Be With Uuu...
it's an email that I sent about 5x to each company I'm applying.
In that email I explain the reason behind each subject.
My first subject is :
1. Reckless BITCH for your TEAM
Inside I describe what is real meaning and reason behind being a reckless person and what is the true intention of being a BITCH.
BITCH - Babe in Total Control of Herself
I got these from a book titled 'Why Man Married Bitches"
The 2nd act is :
2. Stubborn BITCH for your team
I've prepare a few more subjects for the next few days and I won't stop until I get a JOB.. not just an OKAY JOB but a CAREER.
3. Cultural BITCH for your TEAM
4. Silly BITCH for your TEAM
5. Hopeful BITCH for your TEAM
6. DREAMER BITCH for your TEAM
7. Rebellious BITCH for your TEAM
But let's all crossed our finger and HOPE that I won't need to think of another subjects.
Good Luck to all of u that's looking for a JOB
May The Force Be With Uuu...
Friday, July 17, 2009
POLITICs
today 3 bombing striking the capital city of my country. some rumors said it's not some terrorist attack but it was done by none other than one of the vice-president candidate from the last election. The thing that really bother me is that how could someone even hurt others just to satisfying their own ego. their lust.. their desire over MONEY, FAME, and POWER.
we really really need to have a government with no AMBITION-JUNKIE personal.
we really really need to have a government with no AMBITION-JUNKIE personal.
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