yeah it's been a while since my last post..
These few days I've been feeling down, out of focus, confused, bored, lazzy.. just really really tired.
But since yesterday, when my famz and frenz came to aMOre to visit me, I feel how uncountable love that I rechieved from them. what really touch me is that my moms who'll sleep like a baby at 21:00 came with my famz at 21:30..wow!! awesome!!
Then seeing them eating happily and satisfied with aMOre, the smiles on their faces..their spirit just fill up my body!!
Then back with my frenz that seems really really enjoying their lasagna, I feel glad that they love it..
Those whole things make me think how lucky I am to have this life, how beautiful my life is... and it makes me wanting to make my dream to open my own cafe to be not just a dream but a reality. Because I love to see those smiles, joy, and laughter..I want to see it, when I be the one who serve it to them..
Listening to others saying that my place, my food, my cafe can give them a joyfull experience with the people we love..
Then imagine,
what am I gonna be I don't have those kind of famz
How am I doing if I don't have those kind of frenz
What will I do, if I don't have dreams..if I don't have a purpose to life..
Something to fight for!!
Imagine by John lennon
imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
The New Big Thing
Being somebody else inspiration!
Yes.. I think I’ve just found my another big dream.
This crazy tought just pop up all suddently while I was sitting at my car, looking at the road, day dreaming, remembering the past..Then remembering Susan’s testimonial about me, then this think came out.. so, thank u Suzie!!
You know, reading those “thank you” and bla..bla.. bla.. that Suzie wrote at her blog make me feel huge, it feels like I meant something, it makes me happy and just really really damn good!
So in my new big dream here I want to be someone that can encourage others, pursue them to believe in dream, pursue them to have faith in their self, pursue them to be dare and free. And I want to be someone that whenever anyone hear my story the’ll be inspired, they’ll realize about believing in dream and hope, they’ll realize how beautiful this life can be.
I don’t know what else to said, but this is my new big goal I guess.. Haha.. it’s okay to have some crazy huge silly dream, because when we know what we wanted that’ll keep us alive, we wont be like zombie, “living body but empty soul walking”.
As for me, I’ve got inspired by many people, many movies, many musics, many books.. suck as Paul Arden, Chris Garver… Sex and the City… The calling – Our Lives… etc…
Some clue from me, you’ll need not just something to inspire you, but also someplace to get inspired.. for me I found my self oftenly get inspired at my car while I was with no one, listening to my music.. and also in my bed while I’m trying to sleep… So find your own place.
From my work place last night :
I’ve talked about my big dream with Mr. Darwin. I told him that I want to open my own café one day, and I want it to look like, the building, the interior, the uniform, the environmental friendly concept, the kitchen, etc.. And it feels good you know, to have a dream, a purpose to life, something to fight for!!
The calling – Out Lives
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here
*)Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?
back to *)
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
We can't go wrong
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?
Back to *)
Hope this song can inspire you too! Good luck..
Yes.. I think I’ve just found my another big dream.
This crazy tought just pop up all suddently while I was sitting at my car, looking at the road, day dreaming, remembering the past..Then remembering Susan’s testimonial about me, then this think came out.. so, thank u Suzie!!
You know, reading those “thank you” and bla..bla.. bla.. that Suzie wrote at her blog make me feel huge, it feels like I meant something, it makes me happy and just really really damn good!
So in my new big dream here I want to be someone that can encourage others, pursue them to believe in dream, pursue them to have faith in their self, pursue them to be dare and free. And I want to be someone that whenever anyone hear my story the’ll be inspired, they’ll realize about believing in dream and hope, they’ll realize how beautiful this life can be.
I don’t know what else to said, but this is my new big goal I guess.. Haha.. it’s okay to have some crazy huge silly dream, because when we know what we wanted that’ll keep us alive, we wont be like zombie, “living body but empty soul walking”.
As for me, I’ve got inspired by many people, many movies, many musics, many books.. suck as Paul Arden, Chris Garver… Sex and the City… The calling – Our Lives… etc…
Some clue from me, you’ll need not just something to inspire you, but also someplace to get inspired.. for me I found my self oftenly get inspired at my car while I was with no one, listening to my music.. and also in my bed while I’m trying to sleep… So find your own place.
From my work place last night :
I’ve talked about my big dream with Mr. Darwin. I told him that I want to open my own café one day, and I want it to look like, the building, the interior, the uniform, the environmental friendly concept, the kitchen, etc.. And it feels good you know, to have a dream, a purpose to life, something to fight for!!
The calling – Out Lives
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here
*)Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?
back to *)
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
We can't go wrong
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?
Back to *)
Hope this song can inspire you too! Good luck..
Make My Move
It’s been about 10 days I’ve been working at Amore Gelato café to fulfill my 2nd internship program. Here’s what I tought about the worker inside. Well, I think the female worker, they’re kind of closing the door for new comer like me, that’s totally the opposite from the male worker. This conclusion came because when I tried to get closer to the waiters, chasier and gelato girl at the lobby, they didn’t want to talk much with me. Until now, there’re only 3 girls that actually nice and want to talk with me and the other they just smile or ignore me sometimes.
But, the male worker which most of them working at the kitchen, they’re more curious abut new comer, they ask my name, they trying to make a confersation with me. Among them I get close with the head cheff, Mr. Darwin, 30, he’s from Bogor, West Java that’s why I think he’s talkative. We talk a lot, it’s good you know to listen to other experience it makes me want to go and get my own adventures. He said from his experience traveling around Indonesia and meeting new people, it makes him become a great judge in judging people on the first meeting. First he asked me if I am stone headed then I said yes I am, well he’s glad so that his judgment it’s right, then he asked what kind of person I am, then I just said that I am selfish, childish, straight forward, I do whatever I want, etc… then he said that he didn’t think I’m egoist because an egoist wouldn’t admit it. Then I told him about Lawrence J. Peter quote :
“There are two kinds of egoist, first is those who admit it and the second is the rest of us”
I think everybody, every single person in this world is egoist, so it’s no use denying it. There’s nothing wrong with egoism.
Don’t let anyone control you, the only one that allow to do it just you and you.
Every problem always has an exit way, all you have to do is stands up for your dream and hope bravely and daring any consequences that might come.
Take all the blaming just like I said previously, I know it’s not easy but you can do it!
Never say NO to anything, don’t be scare to try something new..
This life, this is a real life where everthing isn’t always smooth and good looking. But those scars that we’ll get, that’ll make us stronger, wiser, and bigger!!
Let’s face it with a lot of excitement.. Damn! I love this life!!
But, the male worker which most of them working at the kitchen, they’re more curious abut new comer, they ask my name, they trying to make a confersation with me. Among them I get close with the head cheff, Mr. Darwin, 30, he’s from Bogor, West Java that’s why I think he’s talkative. We talk a lot, it’s good you know to listen to other experience it makes me want to go and get my own adventures. He said from his experience traveling around Indonesia and meeting new people, it makes him become a great judge in judging people on the first meeting. First he asked me if I am stone headed then I said yes I am, well he’s glad so that his judgment it’s right, then he asked what kind of person I am, then I just said that I am selfish, childish, straight forward, I do whatever I want, etc… then he said that he didn’t think I’m egoist because an egoist wouldn’t admit it. Then I told him about Lawrence J. Peter quote :
“There are two kinds of egoist, first is those who admit it and the second is the rest of us”
I think everybody, every single person in this world is egoist, so it’s no use denying it. There’s nothing wrong with egoism.
Don’t let anyone control you, the only one that allow to do it just you and you.
Every problem always has an exit way, all you have to do is stands up for your dream and hope bravely and daring any consequences that might come.
Take all the blaming just like I said previously, I know it’s not easy but you can do it!
Never say NO to anything, don’t be scare to try something new..
This life, this is a real life where everthing isn’t always smooth and good looking. But those scars that we’ll get, that’ll make us stronger, wiser, and bigger!!
Let’s face it with a lot of excitement.. Damn! I love this life!!
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