Mistakes

"OK, yes it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake, but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not. And dammit, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this; my life, my relationship, my career, mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you?"

LiLy Adrin - How I Met Your Mother

So, are you willing to make mistakes?

SoulMate

I've just went from being single to in a relationship.
People asked me how I feel, but I don't know how to answer.. is it joy? is it relieve? I don't know.. maybe it's been a long time since I fell in love with someone. I really really can't explained about how I feel, it feels like my heart won't talk to me anymore. And just like in my past relationship, I find it hard to actually say "I Love you", I don't know how people can't say it casually with someone that they in a relationship with.. I know it's an easy words, and I can casually say it to my friends and family, but with someone I'm in a relationship with.. it can be extremely difficult!! It feels like a giant candy got stuck in my throat!! seriously!! I'm not saying this because I've watched to many movies!! this is real!!

Okay..
Couples has their own soundtrack, so did I.. this is the song that played in my car, the day when he ask me to be his girlfriend.. it took a while, so I actually got 2 songs!!!

#1 LifeHouse - Hanging by a Moment

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

#2 Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible, Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
[Bridge]
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
[Chorus]