God Explained In a Taxi Ride by Paul Arden

I’ve just read Paul Arden’s 3rd book titled “God Explain in a Taxi Ride”. And I think this book is just like his first and second book, it’s so inspirational for me personally. In this book he explain about GOD, religion and many thing about GOD that makes me feel strong.. U know that I am an agnostic, I believe in GOD but I’m not involve in any religion.. So he said to believe in GOD won’t make me a religious person, but it’ll make me a spiritual person (see the different)..
“A young child asked his father if he could prove there is a God.
‘I can’t prove it,’ he said.
‘It’s like the wind. You can feel it, but you can’t see it.’”

It is very stupid I think to think that we’re all used to be monkey, or those beautiful scenery was happened because of an accidents.. it’s so stupid (no judgment)..
Not just that, he also wrote something that all of my religious friends keep bugging me about... it’s the after life.. :
“People scare of the dark because they don’t know what’s there.
As soon as they put the light on, they can see and feel safe.
We are all scared of dying, because we are afraid of the unknown.
To ease our fear of the dark, we invent explanations for the afterlife such as heaven and hell and reincarnation.
Like the light we switch on to feel safe.”

Then in the next page he wrote:
“The sun was made by God.
Religion is a light bulb, created by man to help him to see in the dark.”

There’re still many interesting things he wrote such as this one..
“Wars are started by ambitious men and women whose sense of humor plays no part in the serious business of running a country.
What if, instead of sending professional statesmen, with their self-importance and deadly seriousness, to an international war summit, we were to send some of our top humorists? Sacha Baron Cohen and Larry David, for instance.
Can you imagine this gathering of diplomats contriving to start a war?
They wouldn’t be able to, no matter how hard they tried. Their sense of humor forbids it.
When people declare war on others, they believe themselves to be just.
They believe that God is on their side.
God knows, they are insane.”

Hahah.. Interesting rite?! I used to be a huge fan of Paul Arden but now I love him even more..

The Power of Love

I’ve got inspired by a Korean series titled “Someday”.. it is a very inspiring series. The story, the filming technique is definitely different than other Korean series.. when I show it to my friends who’s majoring in Visual Communication Design, she said this series is really good.. The color and the filming technique is like a Japanese series.. it have the thing called “Quality”.. The story itself is really different.. it’s about a girl name Hana, an artist, that’s been hurt in the past, so she can’t show her emotion, and she only think of love as a human hormone, a very very cold blooded girl.. then there’s Lee Soek Man, a boy that lost his family at an accident, then he work really hard to pay the medicine for a young boy that stay in coma because of that accident too, he’s a very warm and cheerful person, a super nice guy that love to help others..
It’s about how Hana change, from a cold person into someone that believe in love, an willing to sacrifice for love, waiting for love.. And there’s struggling in Soek Man’s life too, where he felt guilty for the accident that cost his family lives and only focus on money became LIFE again because of Love.. is love has that much of strength??
I don’t really understand what love is, I don’t I’ll sacrifice as much as Hana did in real life, I won’t be able if I have to wait.. if someone left me, I’ll definitely gonna move on as fast as I could!!
For me loving someone is hurt.. I don’t know why.. I just think that we must not giving our 100% for love.. What if we got cheated on?!
The thing is I’ve seen so much broken hearts.. but I’ve also seen a true happy ending..
Is happy ending only existing in movies?! Is it fake?!
Then what is love?! How can someone become so crazy about love?! Aren’t they even thinking before they do all the crazy things?!

Maybe I’m scared of love?! Am I??!
Maybe I’m just thinking too much of love on their negative sides..
Maybe I need to start believing in love
Maybe I need to be more faithful
Maybe I’m still naïve about love..

Maybe I need to surprise by love when the time come..
I believe there'll be tears of joy and tears of anger or tears of fun..
who knows?!

It's not a Dead End , just a Little Rocky RoaD

I haven't write anything since a pretty long time.. I've got some bad news for me.. I failed my kolokiums... it's been such a big disappointment for me.. but I'm alright now.. maybe I just need to work harder than i tough, u know life is not that easy..
Just like a school without exams that'll be really boring.. so I think this is my "exam".. that i need to be more focus on what I'll do..
people said there's alot of roads to Rome.. so I guess my path to my "Rome" just a little rocky, maybe I'll run out a gasoline in the middle, but I'm sure I'll find a great gas station nearby.. just be patient and not stop trying..
So I write this to anybody who thinks that it was the end of everything.. hey.. it's not.. it's just a rocky road..
Good Luck then..^^

The Time of My Life

I've just recieved Susan's comment..
So I decided to write somethin' here.. about my day, today. I'm very very happy rite now, my MAN..my GUY.. my AMerican idoL.. DAVID COOK.. he won!! yay..
These weeks have been a very busy weeks for me, I got to finished my final report for the 2nd internship, then I need to make some revision for my KOlokium's.. and I got 3 days and 2 nights weekends break to attend. SO tired but I'm alright with it, since I know that it was the consequences.. there's no easy road for a place worth livin'

Okay.. I've just called Susan, we talked about AI result show and Amore..
My tension get high whenever I talk about Amore.. a lot of things I want them to fix, but yes I kind of remembering a novel titled "Blindness", where they can "see" but they cannot "see".. just like Amore conditions, where there's so much mistakes, that's visible in front of them, but it feels like it's invisible, so they cannot see it.. or they can see, but they acted like they don't see it.

Okay, enough about Amore, let's talk about CooK.. yay.. it's CooKin' time!!
so happy that finally my choice win the competition, after some mourning for Chris Daughtry for AI 5 and Chris Richardson for AI 6..
Simon said david is one of the nicest sincere AI participants..
yay.. yay.. cannot stop cheering!!
He sang The Time of My Life on the end of the show, he looks very brave, I feel his charisma, his presence, his spirit of joy.. it's very touching..

If tonight is David time.. so when's mine??
when's the time of my life?
For me every seconds of my life is the time of my life.. I can make it the TIME, as long as I feel it was the TIME. So what's the point?
the point is not the moment but our feelings.
We can make a bad day be the TIME of our life.
Just have faith on ourself, we can our world a better place to be.. coz in the world I know, anything is possible.

Time of My life - writer : Reggie Ham

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

*And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/ewYA ]
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

* reff

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

The Bond The Clover and The Musketeer

It’s decided..
I’m going to study culinary, after I graduate in this whole communication major..
And I’m going to choose Baking and Pastry as my specialty. Thanks to my honey, caca, for supporting me..
Well, I still a ‘lil bit confused about where would I go. Should I go to Singapore, US.. And I need to consider about my famz financial condition bcoz I’m not from those rich and wealthy famz.. Haha.. but I do believe anything is possible if we put our mind on it. If we really want it, there’s got to be a way.
Opening a business with my friends will be really exiting. We’ve been best friends for more than 5 years, and we know all of our negative and positive side.. so I do believe that our team work will be great. Money or any selfish act won’t tear our friendship that easily. I believe that we’re much stronger than that.
Maybe we’ll have a different mind, we’ll argue, but we’ll make it trough.
I know we will…

Money, Greediness, Selfishness, Lust of fame, Anger..
Any of those seven deathly sins
It’s there.. There’re exist..
But I believe our bonding as The Musketeer Street to pursue our dreams together is much stronger than that. Just like The Four Leaf Clover, symbolize eternity.. And it’ll bring luck to all of us.. Fame, Wealth, Health, and Fateful Love.
We’ll carry on..
Because we’re not just friends anymore, we’re family.

If you ask me, witch one is more important for me between friends anf famz.. then I'll said "they're equal". My friends are my Family.. and My family are My friends..

The Bond..
The Clover..
The Musketeer..

It's my street, our street.. where there'll be no traffic jam.. It's got a lil rocky road, but it has a priceless scenery where we'll see smiles, laughter, tears, anger, anything
That I'll treasure forever..

Proud to be an "O"

Di Jepang, ramalan ttg seseorang lebih ditentukan oleh golongan darah
daripada zodiak atau shio. Kenapa? Katanya, golongan darah itu
ditentukan oleh protein-protein tertentu yang membangun semua sel di tubuh
kita dan oleh karenanya juga menentukan psikologi kita. Benar apa tidak?

SIFAT SECARA UMUM :
A : terorganisir, konsisten, jiwa kerja-sama tinggi, tapi selalu cemas
(krn perfeksionis) yg kadang bikin org mudah sebel, kecenderungan
politik: "destra"
B : nyantai, easy going, bebas, dan paling menikmati hidup,
kecenderungan politik: "sinistra"
O : berjiwa besar, supel, gak mau ngalah, alergi pada yg detil,
kecenderungan politik: "centro"
AB: unik, nyleneh, banyak akal, berkepribadian ganda, kecenderungan
politik

BERDASARKAN URUTAN :
Yg paling gampang ngaret soal waktu :
1 B (krn nyantai terus)
2 O (krn flamboyan)
3 AB (krn gampang ganti program)
4 A (krn gagal dalam disiplin)

Yg paling susah mentolerir kesalahan org :
1 A (krn perfeksionis dan narsismenya terlalu besar)
2 B (krn easy going tapi juga easy judging)
3 AB (krn asal beda)
4 O (easy judging tapi juga easy pardoning)

Yg paling bisa dipercaya :
1 A (krn konsisten dan taat hukum)
2 O (demi menjaga balance)
3 B (demi menjaga kenikmatan hidup)
4 AB (mudah ganti frame of reference)

Menurut survey, gol darah yg paling disukai utk jadi teman :
1 O (orangnya sportif)
2 A (selalu on time dan persis)
3 AB (kreatif)
4 B (tergantung mood)

Kebalikannya, teman yg paling disebelin/tidak disukai:
1 B (egois, easy come easy go, maunya sendiri)
2 AB (double standard)
3 A (terlalu taat dan scrupulous)
4 O (sulit mengalah)

MENYANGKUT OTAK DAN KEMAMPUAN :

Yg paling mudah kesasar/tersesat
1 B
2 A
3 O
4 AB

Yg paling banyak meraih medali di olimpiade olah raga:
1 O (jago olah raga)
2 A (persis dan matematis)
3 B (tak terpengaruh pressure dari sekitar. Hampir seluruh atlet judo,
renang dan gulat jepang bergoldar B)

4 AB (alergi pada setiap jenis olah raga)

Yg paling banyak jadi direktur dan pemimpin :
1 O (krn berjiwa leadership dan problem-solver)
2 A (krn berpribadi "minute" dan teliti)
3 B (krn sensitif dan mudah ambil keputusan)
4 AB (krn kreatif dan suka ambil resiko)

Yg jadi PM jepang rata2 bergoldar :
1 O (berjiwa pemimpin)

Mahasiswa Tokyo Univ pada umumnya bergol darah : B

Yg paling gampang nabung :
1 A (suka menghitung bunga bank)
2 O (suka melihat prospek)
3 AB (menabung krn punya proyek)
4 B (baru menabung kalau punya uang banyak)

Yg paling kuat ingatannya :
1 O
2 AB
3 A
4 B

Yg paling cocok jadi MC :
1 A (kaya planner berjalan)

MENYANGKUT KESEHATAN :

Yg paling panjang umur :
1 O (gak gampang stress, antibody nya paling joss!)
2 A (hidup teratur)
3 B (mudah cari kompensasi stress)
4 AB (amburadul)

Yg paling gampang gendut
1 O (nafsu makan besar, makannya cepet lagi)
2 B (makannya lama, nambah terus, dan lagi suka makanan enak)
3 A (hanya makan apa yg ada di piring, terpengaruh program diet)
4 AB (Makan tergantung mood, mudah kena anoressia)

Paling gampang digigit nyamuk :
O (darahnya manis)

Yg paling gampang flu/demam/batuk/pilek
1 A (lemah terhadap virus dan pernyakit menular)
2 AB (lemah thd hygiene)
3 O (makan apa saja enak atau nggak enak)
4 B (makan, tidur nggak teratur)

Apa yg dibuat pada acara makan2 di sebuah pesta :
O (banyak ngambil protein hewani, pokoknya daging2an)
A (ngambil yg berimbang. 4 sehat 5 sempurna)
B (suka ambil makanan yg banyak kandungan airnya spt soup, soto, bakso
dsb)
AB (hobby mencicipi semua masakan, "aji mumpung")

Yg paling cepat botak :
1 O
2 B
3 A
4 AB

Yg tidurnya paling nyenyak dan susah dibangunin :
1 B (tetap mendengkur meski ada Tsunami)
2 AB (jika lagi mood, sleeping is everything)
3 A (tidur harus 8 jam sehari, sesuai hukum)
4 O (baru tidur kalau benar2 capek dan membutuhkan)

Yg paling cepet tertidur
1 B (paling mudah ngantuk, bahkan sambil berdiripun bisa tertidur)
2 O (Kalau lagi capek dan gak ada kerjaan mudah kena ngantuk)
3 AB (tergantung kehendak)
4 A (tergantung aturan dan orario)

Penyakit yg mudah menyerang :
A (stress, majenun/linglung)
B (lemah terhadap virus influenza, paru-paru)
O (gangguan pencernaan dan mudah kena sakit perut)
AB (kanker dan serangan jantung, mudah kaget)

Apa yg perlu dianjurkan agar tetap sehat :
A (Krn terlalu perfeksionis maka nyantailah sekali-kali, gak usah
terlalu tegang dan serius)
B (Krn terlalu susah berkonsentrasi, sekali-kali perlu serius sedikit,
meditasi, main catur)
O (Krn daya konsentrasi tinggi, maka perlu juga mengobrol santai,
jalan-jalan)
AB (Krn gampang capek, maka perlu cari kegiatan yg menyenangkan dan
bikin lega).

Yg paling sering kecelakaan lalu lintas (berdasarkan data kepolisian)
1 A
2 B
3 O
4 AB

I got it from here :
http://www.mail-archive.com/bursa-otomotif@yahoogroups.com/msg00007.html

Haha, I'm proud to be an "O"

This Is My Freaking Shoe!!!

okay.. I think enough is enough..
just stop it!!
stop telling me what to do
stop telling me what I should be
stop telling me anything about me...
just SHUT UP!!!

here's the thing, I know what I like and I certainly know what I want. And I know who I am.. I am a rebel, a true rebellion, I'm dedicated myself to be it. So, when u tell me what to do or what I shouldn't do I'll just turn it upside down..u know what I mean?

I'm a straight forward person, So I'll tell you what I like and what I want..so, if I were u, I'll back off!! the more u pushing me, the more I'm pulling away..
The more u giving me this "whole" crap, the more I hate it!!
But, thank u.. it makes me realize that I really am hate "those" world..

I don't want anyone but be to determine the shape of my life
I don't want anyone but me making the decision about my life
Live in your own life, stop living in mine..
stop making me to be like you
I am who I am.. I'll walk on my own shoe and you won't fit on it!!

Thank u for listen, or read...